Did I Miss God’s Will For My Life

Morning friends,

I am on a retreat this week in Mexico. No Internet. No phone. No electricity except in the dining hall. I’m sleeping in a cabana with kerosene lanterns and my main focus is to rest and recharge. You know the saying, if you don’t put your own oxygen mask on first, you won’t be able to help anyone else. Time for good self-care.

In last week’s question I talked about understanding God’s goodness and in this week’s blog, I’m going to talk some about understanding God’s will. I think it can be confusing and scary for many of us who want to know God’s will but fear we somewhere veered off course and are now stuck forever in plan B. That’s not true.

Today’s Question: I married a man I knew I shouldn’t have married, but I was just too chicken to call it off. My parents paid a lot of money for the wedding and I just thought I was having pre-wedding jitters. I’m now married 22 years, have three kids that are wonderful, but I have this nagging feeling that I disobeyed God and missed His perfect will for my life. Our marriage isn’t horrible, but I know I could have done better had I waited. How do I resolve this guilt that I missed God’s best?

Answer: One of the areas I find that many people agonize over is the thought that they have made a terrible mistake and as a result forfeited God’s best for their lives. Perhaps like you, they think they should have married someone else, or not married the person they did.

Maybe they wish they had chosen a different career path or a different job. Now they feel trapped, wishing they could go back, do it over and make different decisions. Over the years, some of us may have made bad choices, ones that directly contradict God’s word. Other times we have tried hard to discern God’s will, but at times still end up unsure, questioning whether we made the right decision.

For example, Sam was offered a wonderful job opportunity with a new company in California. He prayed about it, had the endorsement of his wife and kids and other good friends and believed that God was giving him the green light to accept this new job.

Sam and his wife sold their home and moved from Florida to California but after only five months the company went out of business and Sam and his family were left with no income, no benefits, and a lot of bills from the move.

“I really thought I heard the Lord tell me to move,” Sam said as he scratched his head bewildered. “How do you ever know what God’s will is or if you’re making the right decision?”

Like Sam, most of us look at temporal things—like success, personal happiness, and good results in order to confirm that our decision was in line with God’s will. Had Sam’s company continued to prosper, Sam would have not have doubted his decision as God’s will. No one who is happily married second-guesses whether she married the right person. We have been taught that if something is God’s will then good results or blessings will follow. If bad things happen, we conclude it is because we must have stepped out of God’s will.

But is this thinking Biblical? The apostle Paul thought he was doing God’s will by going on a missionary journey but ended up being shipwrecked (Acts 27).

Could it be that God’s will isn’t discerned by looking at the temporal benefits of a decision but in looking at the eternal results? What if God’s primary plan is not to make us successful or prosperous in this life, but to make us more like his Son in the messiness of real life?

Is it possible that Sam discerned God’s will correctly after all? Sam was to move to California with this new job, but not for any temporal pleasures he might have attained with a great job and a secure income. It was God’s will that Sam moved to California because the hardship that would come from losing his job would build into Sam and his family’s life, the character qualities of Jesus.

Knowing God’s will can be less stressful than we often perceive it to be. Peter tells us rather simply that it is God’s will that we be holy (1 Peter 1:16). Let’s look at this idea more specifically in three spheres of our lives: The things God wants us to be, the things he wants us to do and the personal choices we make.

What We Know (for sure) God Wants Us To Be
There are many passages in the Bible where God clearly tells us what He wants us to be. Throughout His Word God tells us to be loving, forbearing, patient, kind, forgiving, generous, thankful, fruitful, humble, obedient, faithful, self-controlled, pure and a myriad of other descriptions of character traits that He’d like us to develop.

In these passages, God tells us directly and specifically what we are to be or become. The apostle Paul tells us to be “imitators of God, and live a life of love” (Eph. 5:1). These Christ-like character traits are not learned from books or by sitting in a church but are often gained through the trials and tribulations that God allows in our life that stretch us and work out our spiritual muscles so that we might grow to be more like Him. Click To Tweet

What We Know (for sure) God Wants Us To Do
Furthermore, His word already tells us a great deal already about what we are to do as believers. For example, He tells us that wherever we are we are to pray without ceasing, to love our enemies, to bless those who hurt us, to speak the truth in love, to spread the gospel, to help widows and orphans, to encourage one another, to submit to one another, to glorify God, to bear one another’s burdens, to overcome evil with good and more. These Christ-like character qualities are to become the attitudes and actions of the Christian who wants to be holy and thus be in God’s will. So often we agonize over trying to figure out God’s will when He already tells us ninety percent of what we are to be and what we are to do in His word.

Personal Choice Within The Wisdom Of God’s Word
Making personal choices is the last sphere of knowing God’s will. It is often the one where we struggle the most. Should I go to Christian College X, Christian College Y or Secular University ABC?

Do I become a doctor, lawyer, accountant, or a missionary? Should I marry Tony or Dave?

Sam’s decision about moving to California to take the job offer fell into this category. These type of decisions are often made using a combination of God’s word, wisdom, the counsel of others and personal preference. It is sometimes in this area where we question whether we have made an awful mistake and missed God’s will.

Like you, Sally always doubted whether she married the right man. Jim was a believer but at the time she married him, Sally wasn’t quite sure he was God’s best for her. For years she doubted her decision. As a result, Sally felt trapped in a marriage she thought might be less than God’s absolute best.

However, if we can believe that God’s preeminent will is to conform us to the image of Christ, then for any decision that we make God can and does use for that purpose. This does not mean we should throw caution to the wind and make reckless choices. The book of Proverbs tells us the benefits of making wise decisions and the consequences of foolishness.

However, you need never fear that if you have made a decision that results in difficulties or hardships that God’s will has been thwarted. This is true whether its because of foolish decision making or because you stepped out in faith believing something was God’s will such as in Sam’s case where it seemed to him that everything had gone wrong.

Sam and his family, as a result of moving out to California and losing his job, will have the opportunity to learn how to pray more, how to forgive and love their enemy, how to trust God more than they ever have before, how to develop and practice perseverance and patience, how to overcome evil with good and how to move their faith from head knowledge to living, dynamic trust. Is this not God’s will— Plan A par excellence?

God can and does bring us back to Plan A—His best plan for our lives because He never deviates from that plan, no matter what decisions we make. He tells us in Romans 8:28 and 29 that He will cause all things, the good decisions we make and the bad ones to work together for our good for those of us who love God.

Too often we define our good as temporal happiness or personal satisfaction. But God defines our good as being conformed to the image of Christ (see verse 29). That promise has no time limit. There are no Plan B’s, for His promise is that He who has begun a good work in us will finish it (Philippians 1:6).

Friends, when you have doubted or feared you are on God’s plan B, what helps you get back on track?


  1. JaniceD on December 12, 2018 at 8:41 am

    Thank you for this teaching,it is exactly what I need to remind myself of as I navigate my new normal after a legal separation.During the mediation process my husband asked me if I regretted marrying him and even in the midst of a great deal of pain and disappointment I knew I didn’t.I made the choice 27 years ago and now I have made another choice,to live apart.I don’t believe I have somehow missed Gods best because He is what’s best in my life and that can never be lost.I admit to the occasional (sometimes more often) pity party but am also waking up everyday to a sense of peace that’s a good gift from my loving Heavenly Father.This is truly a one day at a time experience and I am learning to leave the future, for now, in Gods hands.There will be more decisions to make and I am praying for strength to face them when the time comes. Focusing on God’s will for who I am becoming helps with the million questions about what He wants me to do next.As you were describing your Mexican retreat,Leslie, my first thought was “I need a retreat” and immediately I realized I have spent the last 4 months decorating and furnishing my new apartment and it is my retreat.It provides beauty, tranquility and nourishment for my soul.Each piece I have selected speaks to me and is a blessing in my life.Gods will is for our safety and sanity and I am so thankful to you, Leslie for teaching this and to the Lord for leading me to this site.Praying for you as you continue this very important ministry of proclaming words of life to weary pilgrims such as myself!

  2. Moon Beam on December 12, 2018 at 8:43 am

    Well, yes, you probably did miss God’s best. Join to he crowd. Over and over again, we sin and don’t yield to the spirit or get influenced by the wrong thing. It is called being human.

    So, you made a poor choice just like lots of other people. You eternal kingdom is your real home. This life is temporary. Accept this mistake and rest assured that you will make more before life is finished.

    It is ok to stop navel gazing and be thankful. Bloom where you are planted and look for the works of the Lord around you. Join his team and give up the comparison and regret game.

  3. Autumn on December 12, 2018 at 8:50 am

    I went to the movies yesterday and saw the rerelease of Shindler’s List. Let’s just say it put a lot of things into there proper perspective.

    Everyday of life is a gift. Freedom is a privilege that few nations and people groups ever get to experience. My gratitude out weighs any gripping this season. Sometimes we all need a little attitude adjustment.

  4. Sophia on December 14, 2018 at 10:59 am

    God is BIG. He leads His children. Sometimes we fail, yet He still faithfully loves and leads and carries us. God gave you three children. He will finish the work that He began in your life. Maya Angelou quote,’If you must look back, do so forgivingly. If you must look forward, do so prayerfully. But the wisest course, is to be present in the 🎁 present….gratefully.’ Also, psalm 121 I will lift up my eyes unto the hills, from whence cometh my help!!! God is leading us, and He is worthy of our trust. ( in spite of our past)

    • Beloved on December 28, 2018 at 8:24 am

      Love the Maya quote. When I get down on myself for choices I made, I imagine my 20 something or 30 or 40 something self sitting in front of me beating herself up. I don’t condemn her, I encourage her. I hug her, forgive her and remind her she is loved infinitely by God. I believe we all did the best we could at the time. It’s easy to look back and say I could have, should have, would have. But we are not the same people today as we were back then. Loving and forgiving ourselves so we can love and forgive others- I’ll be learning that my whole life I think.

  5. Jane on December 18, 2018 at 7:26 am

    Not related to the post but wanted to tell Leslie thank-you so much for your newsletter sand dollar story. God was speaking right into my heart as you told that story. For safety reasons, I can’t put much more out there but to say thank-you. Your support and words and obedience to God touch more peoples’ lives than you’ll ever know.

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